kept thinking of u really miss ya lots.. miss those times when we together still haix.. even dreamt of u dreamt tt we patch when would tt be true.. haix.. really love u vanessa..

cant wait for camp because u will be dere... haix.. hope you would be in grp 2 haix... i think i really love u haix.. miss ya lots
12:59 AM

haix.. damm confused rite now.. dunno who to choose vanessa or rubilyn haix..maybe its vanessa.. i still lurve her alot.. but rite now jeanne appeared.. haix.. really confused between all.. wad is love.. hope to forget everyone n start again.. really wished i had not known u.. loving u wasnt tt easy.. really hope to be free from all this.. n i can go jio her with ease.. really love u lot.. do u still love me.. i kept having the feeling tt u do.. really wish we could patch so tt i wont think about jioing jeanne.. really wonder wad type of a person is she.. is she single? is she sweet n gentle? is she a nice person? really hope.. wanted to sms her.. but den i just dont noe how to.. just hav to wait for the chance wher i can get close to her n get to noe her myself.. really hope for tt day

who do i love?
rubilyn?
vanessa?
jeanne?

really interested in jeanne
3:48 AM

new personal blog.. just wanna post all my feelings on it..


lurve ya lots but u left me.. ure makin me regret lurving u.. is this the end??


just wanna tall u i still do lurve u


but den maybe there still rubilyn in my heart



i chose to forget her n choose u


but u made me regret giving up on her



u left me just like this as if u did not noe me



u treat me as if i was invisible to u


u take all our memories as if it a fairytale story



do i really leave u just like tt



is this wad i get for lurving u


wad happen to those few months when we enjoyed every moment together


wad happen to those few days when we needed each other



those touch of ur hands it as if i touching the finest snow


those hugs it as if i would nv let u go


wad happen

it all just dissapear like this



maybe i should give up on u


maybe i shouldnt


do i still lurve u


or i lurve rubilyn

miss those times with u
6:40 AM